Cause of Death
01 January 2009
.::At last... Some form of contact...::.
Finally...
a sms...
there are still some issues...
tats y she still dun wan 2 see me yet...
nt back tgt...
bt as a fren...
btw...
i wanna thank my frens...
who ask me to trying blogging to release all my emotions...
thank my fren who help me do up the skin...
simple and nice...
jus the way i like my tings...
becos of tat...
i hv a place to release...
if nt...
i think would i hv "blow up"...
from all the tings keeping in side me...
any hopefully...
Ppl ard me will understand me better...
as i always keep tings to myself...
where else here...
i jus release wat i feel and tink...
tat are nt too sensitive...
Dunno if she will see tis...
bt i still hv to blog it...
i'm nt going to keep everyting in me again....
I will live on...
To improve myself...
To improve my life...
bt i most prob i wun fall in love again...
unless its her...
and i b there for her...
no matter wat...
i'm nt trying to stress, hint or even hinder her from another relationship...
if she found 1 tat she feel is gd...
There are sumtings tat cannt be explained in life...
but there was sumting more than jus love for me...
sumting on top of tat... sumting more...
sunting i hv nv exp b4... since the day i was born till nw...
sumting i cannt put into words... (again)
*i realli mus learn hw 2 express myself better...*
She is the first to gv me tis type of feeling....
At least for nw i know she is safe and still ard me...
(read my previous post)
Guess i was tinking 2 much...
Gonna tink abt wat to do for the rest of the day...
hmm... aft all its new yrs day...Labels: Personal
~ I've Suffocated Myself At;
x 1/01/2009 12:23:00 PM
...Heart Attack
