Cause of Death
01 January 2009
.::First day of 2009::.
2day...
The first day of 2009...
Felt like nth to me...
The onli ting i know is that...
I'm tinking of her...
The last day i saw her 25th dec 2008...
The last time i heard her voice 30th dec 2008...
The last sms from her 31st dec 2008...
Is she avoiding me?
Is she jus busy?
Is it i'm jus thinking too much?
Is she in a situation tat she cannt reply me?
I really dunno...
I'm missing her like crazy..
I'm worried as i duno if anyting happened to her...
onli time will tell...
for nw...
i jus wanna tell her tat...
if she is really avoiding me...
At least reply a blank sms...
So that i know ur ok...
Pls...
Hw i wish i can meet/see her...
No other intentions...
Jus wanna know hw is she doing...
There was a to-do-list of the things we wanted to do tgt...
Bt i know if she is nt ard...
I will nt do it...
It will nt feels rite...
Cos it always felt rite and comfy with her ard...
When i'm with her...
i can totally...
Let my guard down...
Nw... I can onli...
Look @ the photos we had taken...
"Play" the memories of all the tings we done in my brain...
Look aft the things she left @ my hm...
Look at the videos i created for her over the last few days...
Read the sms she had send 2 me...
Read the mails she fwd to me...
Revisit the places we went out tgt again...
Ppl will say i'm crazy or stupid....
Bt think back urself...
I believe everyone had the same feeling for someone...
or mayb u have nt meet the person...
Bt there will always be 1...
Guess the first thing for the year and onwards...
I will intro myself to ppl as K.S...
Not gonna use my surname to intro myself again...
And try to get back my proper diet...
So tat i have the strength to be there when she needs me...
Last of all...
Happy 2009!!!Labels: 2009, Personal
~ I've Suffocated Myself At;
x 1/01/2009 08:55:00 AM
...Heart Attack
