Cause of Death
02 January 2009
.::Back 2 normal... & Better...::.
Hmm...
Hw should i start tis?
Let me warn u all...
Its a dame long post...
B prepared...
Well i tink my logical side has recovered...
At least 80% if nt 90%...
Thanks 2 blogging...
I woke up feeling more fresh...
& remember the stupid tings i hv done the pass few days...
Quickly sms her to apologize...
I went to work as per normal...
& found out my new office seat has a dame gd window view

At lunch...
I had a proper meal...
although it was a little tastless...
It means my gastric gt better lor...
Afternoon i gt a shocking news...
My role as "Firefighter" days i nt over yet...
*BTW for those who dunno i work in a shipyard*
I will be "place" in another mess up project...
As of tomolo...
At least it means my abilities are still needed...
Tis will be my 3rd "firefighting" project up till nw...
Hai...
When will i gt a normal project?
A project tat i will handle from start 2 end...
Aft work...
when to do sum errands at Tiong Baru Plaza...
Alone...
Bt didn't felt lonely or sad anymore...
aft the errands...
had dinner at MOS Burger...
Natsumi Teriyaki Chicken Meal...
A "burger" which veg as the bread...
Or u can say a burger without bread...
LOL...

Reached hm...
Wanted to change facebook relationship to "Single"...
B4 her...
Bt she was faster...
Jus wanna tell her tat...
i'm back to norm...
Usually i recover quite fast...
Tis time i really took 2 much days...
Cos i could nt tok to any1...
Due to alot of sensitive issues...
And did many stupid tings...
During the period...
I'm nt saying i gv up on her...
I jus dun feel sad and lonely anymore...
And i know i wun do stupid tings anymore...
i'm not going to hide anymore...
So...
To Him...
I wun do anymore stupid tings...
I will jus be her fren...
Go for her without worries...
& u are still a fren to me...
Even all the tings u said 2 me...
Still Bros?
Hope to go out as the gang again...
The 4 of us...
If u dun wan...
I can understand...
Miss those fun days...
Woohoo!!!
Wat a long post...
LOL...Labels: Feelings, Norm, Personal, thinking, Yard
~ I've Suffocated Myself At;
x 1/02/2009 07:02:00 PM
...Heart Attack