Cause of Death
25 August 2010
~No More Freedom Temporary!!!~
Gonna loss my freedom temporary...
Y?
1) Yr2 Sem1 gonna start on 30th Aug...
Exams will be in dec...
Near my b'day...
(dun really think/celebrate abt it...
Bad memories... Argh!~)
2) PCN RI exam will be on 1st Sept...
Hai...
Only left a few days to study...
But nw i hv no mood too study...
Play starcraf II...
1 mission and i felt bored...
1 thing to look fwd is that gonna hv a KTV session this fri nite...
Hope i k release some stress a bit...
Side note:
Emailing with a fellow colleague made me think...
"Am i really, who i think i am?
What do i really want?"Labels: Degree, Personal, Random, thinking, Tired
~ I've Suffocated Myself At;
x 8/25/2010 11:24:00 PM
09 August 2010
~THTH~
When i was young, i rmb reading a book.
It taught me the meaning of THTH.
Which means:
Too Hot Too Handle
Tat is happening to me.
I am really starting to dunno how to handle her when she is having a temper...
No matter wat i do or say it will always be wrong...
******
E.g.1
A situation happens,
Thus she suggest Method 1.
But i say i wanna to do Method 2.
Straight she will say i go against her, when the thing is done.
E.g.2
A situation happens,
Thus she suggest Method 1.
But i say i wanna to do Method 2.
Seeing her face black black...
I did Method 1 as she suggested...
Straight she will say i dun do what i said and end up using her method, when the thing is done.
******
and for today...
Send my mother to work abt 830am...
Meet my uncle after that since he had things to pass to her...
Since was morning...
Decided to take breakfast with him...
Uncle talk to her,
But she reply without any eye contact...
So i jus told him she is not feeling well...
Thus cutting short the chatting with him and walk to the car...
******
After breakfast with my uncle
I: Lets go hm, and let u sleep since ur still sick...
She: I dun wan to sleep!
I: Den where u wanna go?
She: Today national day, gt place to go meh?
I: ...
Once hm
She laid in bed, with blanket over her body and a small cloth over her head...
Seeing something amiss, i acted...
I: Wat's wrong?
She: Bored!
I: So u wanna go out? Where?
She: Today national day, gt place to go meh?
I: ...
******
I was at my wits end...
Not knowing wat to do...
Pondering a few hrs beside her...
While she sleeps...
I jus snap...
Showered and went out...
Leaving a note to her...
"I go out,
If u wan u wait,
If not go hm."
A few hrs ltr..
She called...
******
She: where are u?
I: Bugis Junction...
She: Y there? With who?
I: Walking ard... Alone...
She: Y u nv bring me?
I: U told me nowhere to go cos national day wat...
She: I was asking u!
& shortly hp went dead due to no batt...
******
After that went back hm,
bring her out for dinner....
It became a Q&A session...
Like "wat to eat?", "drinks?", "cant finish a nt?", "feeling better?" and etc...
Where i ask, she answer...
not more den 5 words...
And she rather look at a fly on the floor den have eye contact with me...
Even when i send her hm at the stairs on her floor...
Avoided eye contact again...
Any1...
Pls gv me ideas...
I really dunno wat to do...Labels: 2010, Feelings, Kaylen, Personal, Pissed, thinking, Tired
~ I've Suffocated Myself At;
x 8/09/2010 10:49:00 PM
30 June 2010
~Happy and Sad~
Its been bad and good this week...
Let me say the bad stuff first...
1) Registration fee for stand chart 10km was deducted twice from my bank...
2) 老婆 lost her wallet...
3) HP spoited...
4) SAF make up pay was not the correct amount(lower la)...
5) Car engine starting to feel crappy...
Now the good stuff...
1)Went to toy fair at taka.
2) Had jap lunch at taka which taste great.
Photo is fried pork fillet which "umey" filing...
3) Stand Chart credit me back the extra deducted fees.
4) SAF credit back me the correct make up pay.
5) GST rebate credited in bank
which offset the cost of buying new hp...
6) New HP - N97mini
even though it was kind of forced...
7) WDA RI cert mailing to me in progress...
Means can finally apply for PCN exam le...
8) Got my personal "degree" safety goggles & stamp...
9) Finally going to get my pay in a few days time...
10) Standby for reservist in july...
Finally clearing a high key...Labels: Car, Feelings, FMC, Kaylen, NS, Personal
~ I've Suffocated Myself At;
x 6/30/2010 11:07:00 PM
29 June 2010
~I hate being ignored~
Title says it all...
i rather die den be ignored...
No matter who it is...
gf, mother, frens, colleagues, classmates and etc...
It jus make me feel like u dun even gv a damn abt me...
Especially when expecting a reply, feedback, info and etc...Labels: Feelings, Personal
~ I've Suffocated Myself At;
x 6/29/2010 10:03:00 PM
23 June 2010
~No!!!~
Jus before leaving for work...
Checked NTU mail...
They gonna increase fees...
Argh...
Damn...
Now going to work...Labels: Degree, FMC, Pissed
~ I've Suffocated Myself At;
x 6/23/2010 06:25:00 AM
~Deferment Success~
Woohoo...
Deferred...
But only was released at 3pm...
Found out email was already send out by C.O at abt 10am...
Damn...
Its really a classical example of
"SAF the decisive force!!!"
Now only wait for high key...
In July...
Which i know gt low chance of deferring...
Going to sleep nw...
2molo working...Labels: FMC, NS, Tired
~ I've Suffocated Myself At;
x 6/23/2010 12:09:00 AM
21 June 2010
~First Post After So Long~
My 1st post:
After exam ended...
After resigning...
After RI course completed...
After new job started...
After exam result release...
After registering Standard Charter 10km run...
After booking IPPT for end of next mth...
After going back SJAB after so long...
After someone complaint i nv update blog...
After changing blog skin...
Before going 2 reservist 2molo...
LOL!!!
Will my deferment be approved 2molo morning???
Anyway...
Major upload of pics now...
LOL!!!
Hope to finish Exia fast...
Cos Aile Strike is waiting for me...
Will i completed before uni starts again?Labels: Degree, Enjoy, FMC, Funny, Gundam, NS, SJAB, Yard
~ I've Suffocated Myself At;
x 6/21/2010 09:47:00 PM
...Heart Attack
