25 August 2010
~No More Freedom Temporary!!!~ Labels: Degree, Personal, Random, thinking, Tired
Gonna loss my freedom temporary...
Y?
1) Yr2 Sem1 gonna start on 30th Aug...
Exams will be in dec...
Near my b'day...
(dun really think/celebrate abt it...
Bad memories... Argh!~)
2) PCN RI exam will be on 1st Sept...
Hai...
Only left a few days to study...
But nw i hv no mood too study...
Play starcraf II...
1 mission and i felt bored...
1 thing to look fwd is that gonna hv a KTV session this fri nite...
Hope i k release some stress a bit...
Side note:
Emailing with a fellow colleague made me think...
"Am i really, who i think i am?
What do i really want?"
~ I've Suffocated Myself At;
x 8/25/2010 11:24:00 PM
09 August 2010
~THTH~ Labels: 2010, Feelings, Kaylen, Personal, Pissed, thinking, Tired
When i was young, i rmb reading a book.
It taught me the meaning of THTH.
Which means:
Too Hot Too Handle
Tat is happening to me.
I am really starting to dunno how to handle her when she is having a temper...
No matter wat i do or say it will always be wrong...
******
E.g.1
A situation happens,
Thus she suggest Method 1.
But i say i wanna to do Method 2.
Straight she will say i go against her, when the thing is done.
E.g.2
A situation happens,
Thus she suggest Method 1.
But i say i wanna to do Method 2.
Seeing her face black black...
I did Method 1 as she suggested...
Straight she will say i dun do what i said and end up using her method, when the thing is done.
******
and for today...
Send my mother to work abt 830am...
Meet my uncle after that since he had things to pass to her...
Since was morning...
Decided to take breakfast with him...
Uncle talk to her,
But she reply without any eye contact...
So i jus told him she is not feeling well...
Thus cutting short the chatting with him and walk to the car...
******
After breakfast with my uncle
I: Lets go hm, and let u sleep since ur still sick...
She: I dun wan to sleep!
I: Den where u wanna go?
She: Today national day, gt place to go meh?
I: ...
Once hm
She laid in bed, with blanket over her body and a small cloth over her head...
Seeing something amiss, i acted...
I: Wat's wrong?
She: Bored!
I: So u wanna go out? Where?
She: Today national day, gt place to go meh?
I: ...
******
I was at my wits end...
Not knowing wat to do...
Pondering a few hrs beside her...
While she sleeps...
I jus snap...
Showered and went out...
Leaving a note to her...
"I go out,
If u wan u wait,
If not go hm."
A few hrs ltr..
She called...
******
She: where are u?
I: Bugis Junction...
She: Y there? With who?
I: Walking ard... Alone...
She: Y u nv bring me?
I: U told me nowhere to go cos national day wat...
She: I was asking u!
& shortly hp went dead due to no batt...
******
After that went back hm,
bring her out for dinner....
It became a Q&A session...
Like "wat to eat?", "drinks?", "cant finish a nt?", "feeling better?" and etc...
Where i ask, she answer...
not more den 5 words...
And she rather look at a fly on the floor den have eye contact with me...
Even when i send her hm at the stairs on her floor...
Avoided eye contact again...
Any1...
Pls gv me ideas...
I really dunno wat to do...
~ I've Suffocated Myself At;
x 8/09/2010 10:49:00 PM
23 June 2010
~Deferment Success~
Woohoo...
Deferred...
But only was released at 3pm...
Found out email was already send out by C.O at abt 10am...
Damn...
Its really a classical example of
"SAF the decisive force!!!"
Now only wait for high key...
In July...
Which i know gt low chance of deferring...
Going to sleep nw...
2molo working...
~ I've Suffocated Myself At;
x 6/23/2010 12:09:00 AM
21 April 2010
~Mugging, Mugging, Mugging~ Labels: Car, Degree, Funny, Tired, Yard
Mugging in school for exam...
Scalp feeling numb...
Came here to blog abit while resting
Long time since i blog...
So here are a few interesting photos...
Oldest pic on top, newest pic below...
*Saw this interestingly fitted bicycle...
Hmm...
Mayb its a new prototype for SAF as a potable shower in the field...
LOL!!!*
*2 shots of my dream car...
Blanked the license plate... as dun wanna get sued...
Saw it at the place i am taking my RI (Radiography Interpreter) course...
Hai... Hw i wish its my car...*
*Mugging in NTU library...
table not enough space...
Laptop for viewing tutorial videos,
paper for notes taking...
Lap put notes...
Argh!!!*
Tired...
Later 6pm still gt RI course...
Shag...
i shall not use the word hate...
I shall say i dislike the prof of part 2 math module way of teaching...
Thus must pass...
Dun wanna see him again...
Jia You!!!
Well at least there is 1 gd thing...
Quit my job...
Feel that i was overloaded as there was no support...
Manager told me not enough man...
But once i throw my letter...
He put 4 man into place...
WTH... last time still say no man...
KNS...
Gd thing i resign, let him face the music himself...
Since he always use me as his "bulletproof vest"...
Bloody hell...
Anyway...
Back to studies...
*Mugging, Mugging, Mugging, Mugging, Mugging*
~ I've Suffocated Myself At;
x 4/21/2010 04:17:00 PM
25 February 2010
~tired~ Labels: Personal, thinking, Tired
Tired of work...
Work like hell...
Clear ppl's shit...
Tired of manager...
Do nth...
Jus react when complaint...
Tired of doing hmwk...
Till pass midnight...
Tired of nt enough sleep...
cos everyday waking up 545am...
Nw onli hope everything gets better...
~ I've Suffocated Myself At;
x 2/25/2010 12:48:00 AM
21 December 2009
~Finally... A post...~ Labels: Degree, Kaylen, Tired, Yard
Wah!!!
Long time nv blog liao...
So many things happen...
Reservist => Sis's Wedding => Exam => reservist
Tat abt sums it all up...
Nw doing another "shit" project...
Really sianz...
Always ask me help (a.k.a clear shit!)...
Another project which i am really interested...
Even the project managers keep asking for me...
But the manager keep saying...
"reserve for new project..."
WTH!!!
there is no new project...
They think ppl dunno meh...
Kaoz....
For nw, jus gonna go with the flow...
Nt gonna go "siao onz" this time round...
And enjoy the holidays...
& B'day coming!!!
Although nth much gonna happen tat day...
Most prob jus slack...
For those who dunno....
My B'day is on Christmas...
LOL!!!
P.S.
Missing my 老婆...
~ I've Suffocated Myself At;
x 12/21/2009 10:54:00 PM
10 November 2009
~Going Psychotic~ Labels: Degree, Family, Pissed, Tired, Yard
Too much things:
1) Reservist - 17th ~ 20th Nov
2) Sis wedding - 22nd Noc
3) Exam coming - 25th Nov, 4th Dec
4) Reservist - 08th ~ 11th Dec
On top of that, stupid project in yard...
Especially the engineer in charge of the project...
Yes! He was the one who mess it up!!!
Freaking piss by his "i dunno?", "i forget", "nobody inform me" and etc...
Most irritating is his childish giggle...
Freaking hell, already 30+ still act like a kid...
Need to tell you everything meh?!
Think i your nanny arh?!
Always blame the whole wide world except himself:
E.g.1
Found errors in the forms he type...
Highlight to him...
Next moment he will say "i type what they write"...
Y dun he jus admit he nv check?
E.g.2
Ask him for some documents...
He say dun hv...
Question him back...
The reply i got is "they nv give me"...
What the hell!!!
They nv give or u nv ask or better still u misplace it?
Must bring and lay on your lap arh?
Everything also look for me...
Now i answer the same way he does
E.g.1
Ppl ask him some questions...
He claims that item he has no idea...
Straight away tell ppl to ask me...
I answer in front of him...
"u dunno, u expect me know?"
"i also dunno"
E.g.2
Ppl ask him some documents...
He claims that he dun hv...
Straight away tell ppl to get from me...
I answer in front of him...
"u dun hv, u expect me to hv?"
"u dun hv, i also dun hv"
Dun care...
I jus need to hold it there till next week...
reservist, sis wed plus exam...
Gonna MIA from company for abt 1.5weeks...
LET HIM DIE!!!
~ I've Suffocated Myself At;
x 11/10/2009 11:18:00 PM
29 October 2009
~karoshi~ Labels: Degree, Kaylen, Pissed, Tired, Yard
Long Time nv blog due to work and studies...
Really feel like killing my manager...
Everything also ask me handle...
Might as well i be manager...
Anyway...
Gt a little worried due to a article online abt overworking...
"karoshi"
Scary but true...
Luckily i still gt 老婆 to hold me in my grounds and mentally support me...
~ I've Suffocated Myself At;
x 10/29/2009 09:16:00 PM
24 September 2009
~Tired~
Blogging at work...
Elec CA two weeks down the road...
Body feeling tired...
No mood study for the CA...
Argh...
I nd to exercise more...
To get more energy...
Or mayb i follow "L" footstep...
High sugar intake diet...
~ I've Suffocated Myself At;
x 9/24/2009 03:44:00 PM
02 September 2009
~The world is fair, cos every1 is treated unfair~
Hw come someone who:
-takes more MC den me...
-takes more leave den me...
-work longer den me but know nothing...
-creates shit and i clear it...
-no nd to work on sundays, while i work and clear his shit...
-push all responsibility when things happen...
-every1 complains abt him but nth happens to him...
-answer every question with "i dun know" and diverts it to me...
still gets:
-bonus almost the same as me...
-increment almost the same as me...
Dun know wat the management is doing...
Its all BULLSHIT!!!
~ I've Suffocated Myself At;
x 9/02/2009 11:01:00 PM
14 June 2009
~Miss My Car~ Labels: Car, IT, Kaylen, Tired, Yard
Send in my car for servicing...
Chatted with the boss of the workshop...
Basically like wat he said...
Since the car C.O.E is left until 2011...
He will jus do necessary to make tha car last till then...
Cool man...
Found out alot of things my frens comment/recommend to do are not required/relevant...
Sweet...
Hope i can save some money...
EST tat k collect the car on Wed...
2molo nd to work half day...
follow by IT fair at Suntec in the aft...
Shall blog abt the details of the above 2 next time...
Most impt...
I hv 老婆 beside me...
I'm glad i "discovered" her & hv her by my side...
Nw gonna sleep...
Nitezzz...
~ I've Suffocated Myself At;
x 6/14/2009 12:25:00 AM
31 March 2009
~Update~ Labels: Earth Hour, Enjoy, Frens, Movie, Music, Tired, Yard
Woo Hoo...
Long time nv blog liao...
Hmm...
My project mess up is all most cleared...
Mayb by end of this week...
Everything will be on the right track..
Hmm...
Nw wondering which messed up project i will pick up next...
This photo was taken during one of my days at the yard...
Forgt the date liao...
Maybe 24th March...
In the pic there was a storm at Jurong Island...
Looks like end of the world...
Wahahaha...
Anyway spend 28th March with Trista, Kelvin, YF, Kaylen, William, Gerald...
Was at Esplanade for the Earth Hour Concert...
Felt tat it was 2 short...
Onli 1hr...
Den end the day with steamboat @ Bugis area...
Spend Sun morning @ work...
Afternoon went 2 Chris's hse to fix up the com...
Last min gt some personal things to do...
So actually didn't wanna meet Trista & gang...
*Which was set at 1530 @ Kallang Leisure Park*...
Bt still end up meeting them @ ard 4pm @ Jurong Pt...
Had dinner at Swensen...
With Trista, YF, Janice and Chris...
After tat all split away...
Stayed to enjoy some street dance competition @ Jurong Pt...
Suddenly gt a call from Chris to watch movie last min...
Manage to grab Janic, Chris's old classmate plus Kenny...
Watched...
Quite a gd action flick...
Weekdays as per norm...
Tats all for nw...
Gonna sleep soon...
[(-_-)] Zzzz...
~ I've Suffocated Myself At;
x 3/31/2009 11:30:00 PM
25 March 2009
~update~ Labels: Frens, IT, Rollerblading, SJAB, Tired, Yard
Long time nv update this blog...
Gonna sum up alot of things at 1 go again...
21st sat
Took leave...
Went to...
Was invited to be...
T.O.C - Transportation Of Casualty
I shock my cousin and a few ppl who know me..
*I was quite active those days*
They were asking...
I tot u were a engineer...
Y they invite u as a T.O.C judge???
Well i was part of a champion team for 2 yrs...
1st yr as a member...
2nd yr as a commander...
And i was a...
In my army days...
Well i was demoralize by the standards of the teams...
Really drop a lot compare to my years...
The Chief Commissioner keep asking me "When will you be back?"
I joked and reply once i change my job from 5.5 workday to 5 workday...
Ended the day with a group of old SJAB frens for supper at marina...
22nd sun
Work half a day...
Den...
Went to ECP to blade with Trista, Kelvin(Trista's colleague) and YF...
Played a lot of arcade games tat day...
Ended the day at Suntec...
Jus walking ard the exhibition hall (food feast)...
23rd Mon
Went to work as normal...
Ended the day with dinner @ IMM with Trista, Kenny and YF...
24th Tues
Went to work as normal...
Ended the day with dinner @ hm...
Mother's cooking
25th Wed
rollerblading
Took leave for the morning...
Could not wake up...
Afternoon went back work as normal...
After work...
Went to help Chris's elder sis, Jasline, to setup her new desktop...
Bought at the IT show...
Rushed a bit...
Ended the day with dinner @ JP...
with Trista, Kelvin and YF...
~ I've Suffocated Myself At;
x 3/25/2009 11:26:00 PM
16 March 2009
~First gift for myself for 2009~ Labels: Enjoy, Music, Tired, Yard
Finally bought a mp3...
Fed up with my old 1...
Due to a stupid charging problem...
Charge 5min den stop charging...
Hai...
Anyway...
I dun wanna wait for the shuffle...
Bt i gt a...
Still charging...
2molo will try using it on the way to work...
BTW...
Today had meeting at work...
I was in total control...
Was able to answer all the questions thrown at me...
And hand over alot of things last week...
Gt alot of praise from both Owner side and my company side...
Haha...
Felt gd...
Bt that also mean i have to maintain the standard till ship sails...
加油！！！
~ I've Suffocated Myself At;
x 3/16/2009 11:24:00 PM
15 March 2009
~Wet Day~ Labels: Enjoy, Music, SJAB, thinking, Tired, Yard
B4 i start...
I think there is something wrong with my brain...
Usually i will hv a song that i will like stuck in my head...
Usually its a new song...
Bt these few days...
I hv 2 songs stuck in my head...
And they are damn extreme...
They are:
Breathe by 迷路兵
*abt ur love 1 leaving u*
默默 by 飞轮海
*abt slowly falling in love with some 1*
Ok...
Back to topic...
Worked half day...
Went hm to change cos going roller blade @ ECP.
With Trista, Kenny, YS and her bf...
Reach there ard 3plus...
Blade bit & started to rain...
Ended ard 5plus...
Had dinner @ Burger King...
Took 196 back...
Along the way...
Heavy jam at Nicol Highway...
Most prob due to the IT show...
gt off at Suntec and walk to Bugis to take MRT until Jurong Pt...
Loiter ard there b4 going back...
My journey today was like...
CW - JR - CW - Clementi - ECP - JR - CW
CW - Commonwealt (hm)
JR - Jurong
ECP - East Coast Park
Literally 1 end of SG to another...
Still haven gt a new MP3....
Mayb will go challenger to take a look 2molo...
Interested in...
Duno when it be out...
Nw setting case for the SJ competition that i be judging...
Still cannot disclose the detail untill the comp is over...
U guys jus hv to wait until this sat is over...
As the comp will be held this Sat @ SJAB NHQ...
*Obvious rite*
Going sleep liao
Nitez all...
[(-_-)] Zzzz...
~ I've Suffocated Myself At;
x 3/15/2009 11:56:00 PM
~IT Fair~ Labels: Enjoy, Frens, Music, thinking, Tired, Yard
After work ard 2pm plus...
Meet up with Kenny & Trista...
Went to Commonwealth Car Mall...
Trista wanted to query abt buying a car...
After explanations from the pro...
She gt even more confuse...
(＾□＾)LOL...
After tat...
Meet up with Gerald & went to IT fair...
In Suntec we saw...
Anyway...
Gerald wanted to gt a portable hard disk...
While i was looking for a new MP3...
Gerald gt wat he wanted...
Bt nth caught my eye...
-_-"'
Sian 1/2...
On the train took a candid pic of Trista...
I call it...
Sleeping Buddha Stance 99...
Sleep while standing in a moving train...
(^o^)
*I'm damn evil*
BTW...
Kenny gave me a v cool website...
See it at ur own risk...
http://club.pep.ne.jp/~hiroette/en/facemarks
Wonder wats will happen 2molo...
~ I've Suffocated Myself At;
x 3/15/2009 12:00:00 AM
03 March 2009
~Another crazy weekend~ Labels: Driving, Enjoy, Frens, Movie, Tired, Yard
Firstly,
Was requested by Trista to rent a car...
Kenny also join in but onli on sat...
On Friday...
To let them refresh their driving...
Somehw... i knew i will end up be the 1 driving the most
Last minute rented a KIA Rio...
1.5liter...
Powerful engine...
And somehw the accelerator damn responsive...
Jus step a little...
And the car will go VROOMM!!!!
27/02/09
Then drove to pick up Trista and Jaz™...
Had dinner @ commonwealth...
and drove to near spottiswoode park...
Let Trista had the wheels...
Onli drove awhile b4 she gt scared...
Haha...
After tat i took over and directed me so Labrador Park...
Stay a while b4 sending them back...
28/02/09
Sat knock off ard 1530 due to last minute meeting...
Pick up Trista again...
Went to Telok Blangah Hill for her to drive...
Ard dinner time picked Kenny @ PS(Plaza Sing)...
And contacted Gerald for a movie session...
Had dinner @ VIVO
Gerald join us b4 the movie started ...
Watched K20..
Abit boring @ the start...
Picked up @ the middle & ending was nt bad...
Send Gerald back hm...
Went for supper with Kenny & Trista...
Let Kenny drive...
Drove hm...
Slept for 2hrs b4 going 2 work on sunday...
01/03/09
Work until 1330...
Pick Trista again to Telok Blangah Hill for her to drive...
*Hmm... Mayb i should start charging her money... LOL...*
Picked Kenny & gf at Far East Plaza...
Let Kenny drive when abt to enter highway...
Had dinner at JP...
Fetch Mother from JP(after work)...
Send mother back hm...
Den let Kenny send his gf hm...
Follow by Trista and himself...
Drove back hm...
02/03/09
Drove to work...
Attend a meeting...
Had a discussion...
Bt the Owner QA Manager dun listen to me...
Bt end up kana shoot by me until i win...
Haha...
I gt give and take abit la...
At least most of the redundant stuff are reduced...
Rush out to return vehicle....
Went to a Primary Schoolmate's mother's wake ard 8plus...
Long time nv meet her...
Nv tot will be see her in tis kind of situation...
03/03/09
Overslept...
Took cab to work...
During work...
Impromptu organize a poly class gathering on thurs 7pm...
Had a gd lunch...
*Outside of yard... LOL!*
Aft work met up with...
Trista & Kenny for dinner...
Tats abt all...
2 lazy to decor up tis post
Must go sleep nw....
"Engine" overwork liao...
Zzzz....
~ I've Suffocated Myself At;
x 3/03/2009 11:22:00 PM
02 March 2009
~Shag~ Labels: Tired
Too tired to blog wat happen the past few days...
Will do it tomolo...
Yawnzzz...
~ I've Suffocated Myself At;
x 3/02/2009 11:36:00 PM
26 February 2009
~Stress Up!!!~ Labels: Feelings, Pissed, Tired, Yard
Super stress up at work...
Due to high expectation of everyone...
Hv been arguing alot...
Cos Owner requesting for redundant requirements...
Come on man...
The construction manager want to fin the project fast...
You the QA/QC manager keep asking for redundant requirements...
Funny rite...
A team that thinks in different direction...
The yard did the minimum requirements...
I'm asking wavier off the redundant...
Not totally do nthing...
Worse scenario:
Meeting started with 5 Owners...
The engineer in charge of the project...
My section manager...
plus me...
I 1 person argue with 4 Owners...
For abt 15~30 mins...
The engineer in-charge...
my section manager...
plus 1 owner who was more to my side jus keep quiet...
When the argument fired up to a pt...
That they know i will not give into their demands...
1 of them turn to my manager and ask...
"Mr. XYZ, what do you have to say?"
My beloved section manager leaned forward,
look at me,
and open his mouth:
"What is it abt?"
Wah lao...
It look damn bad lor...
Gv a damn bad impression to them abt my dept...
Anyway i dun wanna comment further...
Playing by the ear nw...
See hw this argument will end up...
Anyway gt a new attached on my bag...
Tats the reaction i hv been giving for the past few days...
So u guys k imagine hw many "stunning" things happen tis few days in work...
Dun really wish to comment cos 2 many...
1 sentence which i learn in army & apply in life...
*Assumption is the mother of all f*** ups*
Nv ever assume...
Getting damn tired out *mentally* of work...
Really running a 1 man show...
Zzzz...
~ I've Suffocated Myself At;
x 2/26/2009 11:52:00 PM
25 February 2009
~Sianzzz!!!~ Labels: Enjoy, Pissed, Tired, Yard
a lot of shit at work...
Looks like gonna have long OT again...
Plus weekend gonna burn liao...
Hai...
Anyway at least i gt to eat sumthing i like a ytd...
Choco plus ice cream...
I declare tat i hv a sweet tooth...
Plus i saw rainbow 2day at jurong pt...
looks likt my days are nt really tat bad & boring...
LOL...
Hope i can clear the "shit load" at work...
~ I've Suffocated Myself At;
x 2/25/2009 10:30:00 PM
