Cause of Death
30 January 2009
~Looking forward to 31st Jan~
So busy these few days...
Basically...
28th Jan
Primary school frens gathering
29th Jan
Help someone choose sport shoes
30th Jan
Colleague's farewell dinner
2molo...
Finally...
The long awaited KTV session...
This session will be interesting...
The group that is gathering has mostly nv seen each other...
Bt all my frens...
Haha...
Compose of...
1 x army campmate
2 x poly classmates
1 x sec schoolmate
1 x colleague
1 x me
Hope that 2molo time will past faster...
LOL...
BTW...
My sis actually intro a PC game to me...
its called...
Left 4 Dead...
Check out the link...
Have nt got the time to try it...
mayb ltr, 2molo or sun...
LOL...Labels: CNY, Frens, KTV, Yard
~ I've Suffocated Myself At;
x 1/30/2009 10:57:00 PM
27 January 2009
~Sian!!! (a.k.a Bored!!! in proper English)~
as stated in the title...
is wat i'm feeling nw...
Y?
Firstly...
For chinese, the 1st day of CNY...
U will gather with relatives of ur paternal side...
On the 2nd day...
U will gather with relatives of ur maternal side...
Some will visit both side on the first day...
and visit frens on the 2nd...
For me...
From a single parent family...
*Frens will know y...
Lazy to elaborate...
Anyway I'm wif my mother...*
Sumhw the relatives come on the 1st day afternoon...
Thus today the 2nd day...
No one came...
I'm super damn bored...
Wanted to go out...
Gt nowhere i wan to go...
& cannt find any1 due to the festive season...
Even my sis went to visit the bf's family...
Secondly...
2molo hv to start work...
Even though i know nth much can be done...
As most of the ppl working in the yard are nt from sg...
Thus there will a lack of manpower...
From workers...
All the way up to maybe SGM... (Senior General Manager)
Anyway...
Spent my day watching a jap drama...
Titled: クロサギ/The Black Swindler/Kurosagi
*For detail of the show jus click the link*
Intro by frens...
Cos they know i like this kind of shows...
Shows that is abt using wits and brain...
e.g Deathnote, Kindaichi, Code Geass, Liar Game & etc...
Aft watching up to Ep6...
I feel tat...
The main character is sad...
The reason of y he is doing all those things...
The reason of y he is actually alone...
The reason of y he feels that there is nth important 2 him anymore...
Yet he is a gentle, warm and kind heart person inside...
Or is it becos i see abit of myself in him???
tat reminds me of the sadness inside me???
I dun know...
Alot of things happen to me recently...
Tat change me alot...
I jus feel tat...
I dun trust things, ppl & ect...
Like b4...
*Nt becos of the show...*
Mayb cos I dun wan to be hurt anymore...
Suddenly i remembered a saying in a show:
"Use ur kindness to overcome ur sadness and become stronger..."
Haha...
I think the show triggered the emotional side of me...
Bt i will finish watching it...
Its nt like me 2 leave thing done half way...
If i work on sumthing...
I will do 2 my best...
If nt i wun even pick it up...
Doing things halfheartedly...
Will nt only harm urself...
Bt also the ppl ard & the ppl who help pick up the pieces...
I think tis post is too long...
Better stop nw...
Happy CNY!!!Labels: CNY, Feelings, Personal, thinking, Yard
~ I've Suffocated Myself At;
x 1/27/2009 08:57:00 PM
26 January 2009
~"Freedom" is done~
Finally...
On the first day of CNY...
During 守夜...
Nv sleep...
I completed building Freedom Gundam...
Muhaha...
A sense of achievement is obtained...
Will planning on the next 1 to build...
For nw...
Lets jus see the final product...
Freedom with no weapons a.k.a naked...
Freedom with dual beam saber and shield...
Front view - All guns fire!!!
Side view - All guns fire!!!
Nw to enjoy CNY...
Think abt "fire fight" again...
And plan my next Gundam model...
and looking forward for 30th KTV session...
LOL...
Anymore wan 2 join?
Happy CNY to all!!!Labels: CNY, Gundam, KTV, Yard
~ I've Suffocated Myself At;
x 1/26/2009 09:43:00 AM
~Happy CNY!!!~
Happy CNY 2 all!!!
haha...
Even my dog is dress up 4 CNY...
Took it when she was sleeping...
*She's afraid of cameras...*
Today went to United Sq with Kaylen in the afternoon...
It look damn empty...
As if it was close of something...
She was looking ard for new Gundam models...
I join to see if there was any tat might catch my eye...
End up...
Couldn't find anything i wan...
Hai...
After tat...
Went for a small chit-chat session at...
After tat went hm for dinner...
Nw staying up 2 守夜...
Will catch a few show...
Plus fin up my Gundam model...
Bought super glue for the repairs...
Cross my finger it will work tis time...
BTW...
Change my background song as promised...
I'm Yours by Jason Mraz
Enjoyed!!!Labels: CNY, Frens, Gundam, Movie, Music
~ I've Suffocated Myself At;
x 1/26/2009 01:01:00 AM
22 January 2009
~Madness!!!~
ARGH!!!
The madness of clearing the project....
Is making me easily agitated...
So much SHIT to clear...
Cause by some ppl...
Shall nt comment too much...
Today went onboard to check 1 item...
1 freaking expansion joint...
That the owner's dun even know the location...
Come on la...
Its ur ship...
Ur design...
The yard jus install accordingly...
Crap...
Y do tis ppl gt so high pay...
when they know nuts...
Climb and wriggle thru the pipes...
Like in the army dayz...
Where we bash thru forest...
Jus to find 1 freaking expansion joint...
tat look like...
Purposely ask my inspector to be in the photo...
So tat 2 let the owners know tat...
WE DO GO ONBOARD...
and not always in the office like them...
Looking fwd to 2molo...
Cos gonna catch movies with frens...
Looking fwd to sat due to possible basketball game...
Plus early reunion dinner...
Looking fwd to CNY to rest....
Looking fwd to 31st due to KTV....
I can onli say...
加油！加油！加油！
2 myself...
BTW found out tat the song does not loop...
Mayb i should put a very long song...
haha...Labels: CNY, Frens, KTV, Movie, Music, Pissed, Tired, Yard
~ I've Suffocated Myself At;
x 1/22/2009 11:42:00 PM
~Yeah!!!~
Was surfing blogs...
When encounter 1 which had music played in the background...
But there was no player...
Thus i study the HTML coding...
Reverse engineer it a bit...
Modify a bit...
and...
ta-dah!
I did the same to my blog...
Nw ppl reading my blog will nt be bored to death...
There will be background music behind...
But its looping only 1 song...
Of cos i will change the music frequently...
So dun worry...
Hai...
Nv gt the chance to gt a hair cut...
Comment by frens
*Its still short la...*
Comment by mother
*Hair so long... Go cut b4 CNY...*
Stunned!
2 different comments...
( -_-")
Anyway i like short hair...
2molo shall try to arrange time for hair cut again...
Stupid job load make me no time...
Gundam status: repair in progress...
Yawnzzz...
Time to sleep le...
2molo still gt work...
Hai...Labels: CNY, Frens, Gundam, Music, Tired
~ I've Suffocated Myself At;
x 1/22/2009 12:13:00 AM
18 January 2009
~Enjoyed 17th nite, Demoralized 18th~
Ytd had a drinking session with Kenny & YS...
Jus a few drinks...
*YS & Kenny in the background discussing abt PSP game*
Some finger food...
A lot of catching up and jokes...
Really enjoyed the session...
Hinted Kenny & YS to go KTV on 31st...
Bt no proper answer from them...
Cost tat session: Under $100
LOL...
A personal group joke tat onli the 3 of us know...
Had a very gd sleep...
Bt with a very lousy dream with it...
I usually hate to dream cos...
It will either be very ridiculous or...
It will happen in the future...
Most of the time its not a "Pretty" dream...
Anyway...
This morning gt 2 sad news...
1.
The training for the cadets where cancel by the TIC...
Commented tat they onli wan weekend training to commence aft CNY...
Hai...
There is nt much time to train them...
Hv 2 really access them 1 day...
To see if their are really ready for competition...
Or should they postpone to next yr?
2.
Basketball game canceled...
Due to poor respond...
Hai... Sian...
I was so looking forward to the 18th...
Thus i will be staying hm to do up my Gundam...
Mayb some anime or movie catching up...
Unless some impromptu things happen again..
LOL...
Ltr nd to go out to pick up some CNY stuffs...
Ard late afternoon or early evening...
Mayb will go "Jalan Jalan" a bit...Labels: CNY, Frens, Gundam, KTV, Pissed, SJAB
~ I've Suffocated Myself At;
x 1/18/2009 09:15:00 AM
16 January 2009
~Interesting Impromptu Day~
Let me explain...
Firstly, i knock off at 1615 which was unplanned...
I missed the private transport from yard to hm...
So took the public transport to JP...
Since i was there...
I shopped ard 4 a new shirt...
Jus for CNY purpose...
While shopping...
My poly classmate, Kenny sms to meet up for dinner...
Told me to "jio" other classmates...
Called a few but they were busy...
Then tot of Chris, someone i know in the company...
Who stays nearby...
So manage to gt 1 more person...
After tat, was walking ard while waiting for Kenny...
Saw Wei Wei another poly classmate...
Ask her to join for dinner...
Thus managed to gather a group of 4 for dinner...
LOL...
Really enjoyed the dinner...
Plus gt a shirt i like...
Jus gt hm and...
Another poly classmate of mine, Yet Shin...
Is trying to "jio" ppl for dinner & drinking session for 2molo...
And Jazz™ "jio" me to go challenger road show 2molo nite to help him look for laptop...
Hmm... Hv 2 choose 1...
Sry Jazz™...
Looks like i hv to let go on ur arrangement...
Cos jus met up wif u ytd...
Thus most prob i will meet my classmates...
If no heavy OT and not too tired aft work...
Sunday will be training my cadets plus basketball game in afternoon...
Suddenly my life became more packed...
LOL...
Looks like i will skip Gundam for the next few days...
Who else on for KTV?
BTW happy CNY 2009!!!Labels: 2009, CNY, Frens, Gundam, KTV, SJAB, Tired, Yard
~ I've Suffocated Myself At;
x 1/16/2009 11:23:00 PM
...Heart Attack
